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Daniel's Thought

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Saturday July 31, 2004

Well as of late, I am noticing a big change in my life. I am no longer in debt, I really don't go out very much anymore, etc. My parents went to tyler last night and I really did not do anything exciting. I did meet some of my neighbors who I have seen driving around a lot, and thought they were really cute. Some of my friends came over, but they were really more annoying that enjoying, and I wanted them to leave. I was talking to Lindsey about it, but she really did not seem to interested. As a matter of fact, I was talking to her tonight and she did not seem interested?!?!? O well. Last night I had two really odd dreams that I remember. One was that Danielle and I were making out and then we started dating. Which is odd because I could not picture her and I together until then. I also had a dream that I was at Lindsey's birthday party and we were kissing and her parents came a threw me out and for some reason they hated me. I am guessing that its because I was kissing their daughter, but it was a dream, so it does not really have to make sense does it? I slept today until 1. I have not done that in years. My doggies slept with me and kept me company because it was quiet here. Once I got up, I finished calling the places for my dad, and then went to Arby's to get some lunch. I put my back seats down and let my dogs go with me. They were so awesome. When I got back I mowed the yard. The yard always looks so good when its mowed and edged. My parents got back around 7 and we went to eat dinner. After that we pretty much came home and I have been sitting here watcing T.V. and playing on the computer since. I really would like to go do something, but there is nothing to do. Brant called me earlier and he is working until like 1 and wants me to come get him when he gets off, because the guy who was going to drive him is drinking and Brant does not want to ride with him. I like that of Brant, I think it's smart, but I would so much rather not have to go get him. But, I am a good friend and that's what friends do. On a good note, tonight when I finally decided to put my contacts in, they both went in on the first try.

I watched the DNC the other night. I have so many thoughts about the Dems, that I don't want to type it all. I will just say that I hope that I am not viewing them as so bad because I don't like how a FEW of them are acting. I am trying to have an open mind, but they just seem so blatantly hypocritical.

Ok, well I am gonna go watch SNL and try to find something to do.

Thursday, July 29, 2004

Better Luck Tomorrow

Thats it, I'm so fucking happy I can't stop it.... it's a never ending cycle, when you have everything you want, what's left? you can't settle for being happy, thats a fucking trap, you've got to take life into your own hands, do whatever it takes to break the cycle, thats what it is, breaking the cycle

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Cary Pierce - Absence of Love

Love is all I want

Love is all I need
Everything is just the absence of love
Little girl don't cry
Wipe away your anger
Everything will be alright
I'll make sure of that
Just remember these words
Someone broke your heart
You're scared, hurt and jaded
The pain ends when you start
To replace that fear with love
Just remember these words
Love is all I want
Love is all I need
Everything is just the absence of love
This truly is
What I believe
All my friends think I'm crazy
This truly is what I believe
Just let go
Set you free